New IC.. Haha~~~~~~~~

today i finally get my new ic.. Oh my god!! y cant they make my IC pic more beautiful?? last time like maid... tis time like GHOST!!!! How come???? my face look so pale in the pic... Haiz~~~~~ its ok.. i shld accept tis truth... At least it looks better than b4... (A way to make myself feel better)

感觉~~~~~~~~~

今天朋友问了我一个问题。
她：你觉得你现任男友跟以前的有何不同？
她问的是感觉。。
我：嗯。。。
我竟然回答不出。其实我有很多答案。只是一时之间不知从何说起。
她：现任跟第一个你觉得那个比较好？
我马上就回答了
我：我觉得现任这个是最好的。
我知道我有说了一些些第一任不好的话，可是我不是故意的。我只是把感觉说出来。也许他不适合我吧。所以才会分手啊。
朋友又问了一个问题
她：你会跟现任男友到结婚吗？
我：不知道。还很久。

其实有谁不想跟男友到长久呢？如果可以我也很想跟他到结婚啊。你以为一直换男友很开心啊？
由谁不想跟男友到长久呢？只是不适合总不能死都要在一起吧？朋友当中我换男友的次数是最多次的吧？看着别人跟男友都是几年几年的，我真得很羡慕。我呢？几个月。。。 唉~~~

对 于现任的男友我很满意了。他很疼爱我。让我觉得自己很幸福。他从来不会对我发脾气。就算是我无理取闹，大骂他，他也从不大声对我说话。他真的是一个很好的 男人。他也给了我以往的男友没给我的感觉。我们有很多共同点。想法，嗜好，都满相同的。（除了他爱打电动）很多事情都是我爱做他也爱做的。比如：唱k， 逛街，看电影，吃大餐，旅游。。。 我们连梦想都差不多哦。他要看尽世界七大奇观，而我要环游世界。（差不多啦）他也是个很有计划的人。所以能给我安全感。他真得很关心我。难过时他会逗我 笑，开心时他与我分享喜悦。跟他在一起的感觉真得很舒服。所以我真得找不到任何理由不能跟他到长久。除非，他不要我。。。

happiness~~~~

b4 tis i complain abt my dear dear wor.... reli not good... after b 2gether vf him 4 a few months he reli changed... now i m so happy tat i got him... hope can b vf him 4ever......

regret~~~~~~~~~~

1st sem passed ady.. now the 2nd sem is coming.. thk of 1st sem i reli got some "yi han".. i discover tat i m in the wrong group... i shld group vf those who fr peninsular but i group vf those fr swak... OMG!!! wats happening??? act there is nth bad abt them... they r very good to me... recently i saw the pic my frenz took during their travel... they r so happy... b4 tis i know they r going to travel.. i wish i can folo them too... but they din ask me 2 join so i 'paiseh' to ask them too... is it bcox i din mix vf them vy well so they din ask me?? (i thk so) next sem i reli hope i can mix vf them vy well... a 'guo lai ren' told me:" u shld enjoy ur life during ur uni life.. play as much as u can, as crazy as u can... especially when u study at a special place... most important is u muz mix vf those who ll go out play.. den oni u wont wasting ur uni life..." i feel same vf him too... thk bk abt last sem, i reli wasting time.. all i did is study study study... next sem i muz mix vf the rite group n go out play.... hope they ll accept me as frenz too.......

erm............ dunno how to say

haiz~ sometimes i ll thk tat is it rite for my decision? is it good to be vf him? sometimes i m so confusing... actually he is not bad... i can feel his love to me... but can he be more gentleman? is it tat i hv been spoilt by my ex?? my ex reli treat me very good... he listen to all my words... wat i ask him to do sure he wont say no... he even very caring to me... he ll do aything for me... wih him, there is nohing for me o worry... sometimes he even gv me surprise... he ll do somehing tat i thk very few man ll do it.... i reli hope tat he can b more gentleman... i din ask for much... jux do something tat a guy shld do... some more, can he dun b so blur? it is very important tat a guy shld b clear minded... so tat oni he can protect me... y he is so different fr his other frens??? y they r so gentleman yet he like tis?? i know i shld accept it... but i cant... can he change? i got told him but he seems like not concern abt it... reli hope tat someone can tell him how 2 b a good bf... And he can b more clear minded.... at least when i m angry he can sense it... m i chosen a wrong guy??? So confusing.... but he is reli good to me in other aspect.... i jux hope tat he can change a bit... jux a bit.... i dun expect more..... WHO CAN HELP ME???????????

08~09/08/09---- So HAPPY!!!!

Today i m so happy... I went out vf my frens to eat steamboat and celebrating one of his bday... I tot tat i cant live tis kind of life in Srw... But i did it... So happy.... I m very excited along the way v go out... Nice feeling.... I reli very like tis group of frens... They r so good to me... My 'two sons' r so good o me too... Whenever i need help sure they ll help me... such a nice person.... today got happen some scary things.... i m so worry abt it... luckily settle ady... nth serious happen... after tis incident den oni i know how important is my frens to me... i never met tis kind of frens in my whole life... they reli very important to me... but there is 1 thing tat is not perfect today... 'someone' suddenly following us go out... starting i dun hv any comment abt tis fellow... but after i know wat he did to my frens den i reli very dislike him... how come got tis kind of ppl in the world? i cant believe it!! he is so 'woody'... cant sense anything... he is hurting my fren deeply... if can i reli dun wish to talk vf him... so disgusting.... i reli hope tat my fren ll forget him quickly.... i m sure tat she ll find some1 better 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000times than tis fellow... SURE!!!!